Diary of a Sub

I never planned to become a sub.  Being submissive was never the way I saw myself but after the way Master explained it to me I liked the idea.  Who doesn't want someone to lead you, someone to take care of you and someone to show you things you have never imagined.  That all appealed to me but I would be lying if I didn't mention Master's appeal.  

The first moment I laid eyes on him in a crowded bar he drew me in.  One of his first sentences to me was an order which I obeyed without thought.  There is something deep and dark about him that appeals to me in ways I never dreamed of.  I want to please him.  To hear him call me good girl makes me higher than ever before.  And the things he has talked of showing me....it all leaves me eager and wanting for more.

The contract initially almost scared me off but after talking through it with Master I see that I am the one in control.  I can set the limits.  Hard limits on the things that I will never ever consider trying and soft limits on the ones that I am willing to play around with but just one of the safe words from me and Master will stop at once.  So just a yellow or red from me and he will back off but there are things listed on that contract that intrigue me.  At first I was ashamed to admit that but behind closed doors I will let him show me those and see if I like them.

It's a dark world but there is something about it that makes me push the door open so I can creep inside.  I want to see what else there is......